Monday, August 03, 2009
PART OF ME, PART OF ME, PART OF ME, SAY IT WITH ME, PART OF ME
The intense dreams continue. Had one last night that seemed to go on for hours. Long story short, some man had a 2x4 and was destroying my house, I yelled (to God knows who), "CALL 911!" Next thing you knew I was out on the curb holding a toddler girl, my daughter, and waiting for the authorities to come pick her up and take her away - I couldn't handle her anymore. She'd been bad, and she needed to be sent away.
Some motor home came to get her and I spent a long time getting the lay of the land, because after all, I'm a good mother, and I don't just send my "bad" toddler girl off with just anyone! The motor home had a few other kids and some elderly people - all the family members that got too tough to handle at home. The man running the show at first wore a tattered suit, then later I noticed he'd changed into a rubber Halloween costume.
And still I considered leaving my little girl with this man.
But I didn't.
At the end of the dream I reconsidered and took my little girl back home.
Can't talk now - gotta make an appointment with the nearest shrink.